magulo.wag basahin.

Anong oras na ba?naghahanap ako ng relo wala naman akong makita. masakit ang ulo ko ngayon. Hindi ko alam kung dahil naulanan ako o kung ano. basta masakit ang ulo ko.magulo din ako ngayon. Pinatay ko na ang pc binuksan ko lang ulit. Hindi ako makatulog. Ang tagal kong naglagi sa friendster pero halos 1 oras dun tulala ako.blangko. Sumilip ako sa mga kaibigan ko dito sa blog nagbigay ng mga komento.logout.Humiga at pinilit matulog.Bumangon binuksan ang pc at eto ako ngayon sinusubukan sumulat ng isang lathala na pipiliting kong magkaroon ng kabuluhan. (nagiisip) hindi ko ata magagawa. magulo talaga. hindi ko alam kung malungkot lang ba ako o nagugutom ako o masakit ang ulo ko. tinitipa ko ang keyboard pero hndi ko mabigyan ng magandang kwento ang naiisip ko. tama magulo ako ngayon. lahat naman ata ng tao magulo. walang hindi. walang hndi naguguluhan. tiningnan ko ang cellphone ko kung pang apat na araw na ata ang baterya nito hndi ko na rin alam. ni hindi ko nga matandaan kung nasaan ang charger nito. napasulyap din ako sa tv hindi ko rin alam ang palabas na pinanood ko. kanina lang ang saya saya namin ng tropa, walang katapusang tawanan. tapos ngayon nagiisa ako sa kwarto ko parang lugmong lugmo ako. hindi ko alam kung may iiyakan ba akong bagay o wala. hindi ko alam kung sya ba ang dahilan kung bakit ganito ang pakiramdam ko ngayon. magulo. bitin ang mga naiisip ko.kulang ang lahat ng sinasabi ko dito.naduduwag ako. tama duwag ako aminin sa sarili ko na nalulungkot ako. oo dahil sayo. pinalulungkot mo ko hindi mo alam.kahit wala kang ginagawa.kahit wala kang sinasabi, kahit hindi kita nakikita. naiinis ako. nagagalit ako sa sarili ko. nakukuleleng na ang utak. masama nga ang timpla ko ngayon. parang magkakasakit ako. tapos na to. walang kwenta.walang talaga. kadramahan ng isang yeine ang masasalamin dito. isang magulong entry na sana wag ng pagkaabalahang basahin ng iba.gnawa ko to para sa sarili ko.

tinapos m b?pasensya na  

more detailed info about rosaline

guys. i really appreciate your time reading the “it started funny ends up?” entry. thank you. even if i gave just a little information about rosaline you still took time to read it  i decided to read other references about her so i can give more factual informations.  

special thanks to my new found friend JAMIR (geez he is forthright and he also writes very well )

let me start by telling you guys the reason why i became very into the character of Rosaline. i watched princess hours, its a koreanovela ( i know most of my readers [naks] haven’t watch that and would’nt care to watch it anyway ) a character named monique said that people forgot about rosaline (aka georgina hehe) who was the first love of romeo.PERIOD.END OF THE STORY. i did’nt bother to research about her. i assumed Rosaline was hurt for the very reason Romeo suddenly fell inlove with someone else who happens to be Juliet. i assumed that it was a tragic event for Rosaline. It’s all nothing but assumptions. but one night, as i was scanning my notes, something came up, its a mere realization that maybe one way or another the character of Rosaline resembles something in reality. thats the time i did research about her.

Rosaline (from Wikipedia).is an unseen character and niece of Lord Capulet in Shakespears Tragedy Romeo and Juliet (1597). Although silent, her role is important: her lover,Romeo, first spots Juliet while trying to catch a glimpse of Rosaline at a Capulet gathering.

Rosaline remained celibate like what ive said in my previous post she does’nt want ot break her vow for chastity.

 Romeo had made poems to persuade Juliet ( he even mentioned the name Rosaline in those sonnets.) analyst said that during the time Romeo woo Rosaline his poetic ability was kinda weak but during Juliet’s time Romeo’s ability considerably improved.some other analysts said that this changes occured because Shakespear improved as a playwright. Shakespear did the draft of Romeo and Juliet in 1591 but decided to published the final copy on 1597 so it is right to say that during those 6 years Shakespear modified the characters. draft (Rosaline) final copy (Juliet).

Question: Why Romeo think twice about Rosaline?

* Rosaline came from a rival family and she sworn for chastity. (tsk tsk when i read about this fussy info. i thought Rosaline was having  identity crisis hehe kidding)

From SparkNotes. Rosaline never reciprocated the love of Romeo (fault nmn pala ni Rosaline ) Romeo even said this line “When she (Rosaline) dies all the beautiful things in this world will die with her” so do you think na superficial lang ang love ni romeo for rosaline? guess its not.

i guess my assumptions to some extent are wrong . but the love Romeo felt for Rosaline was something beyond words. what he felt for Juliet was’nt a love at first sight as well. it was’nt believable at all. its really fate who determined where a hasty love affair would end.

Thanks for reading this post. comments are welcome and highly appreciated hehe

congratz!hehe whooo!

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hahaha couz! congratz! everything paid off we are so proud of you!

3 nurses sa family whoo! :) welcome colleague!

and fey thanks for the update khit n gnising mo ako ng maaga worth it nmn. mum cried haha.

my cousin bhong, mgapakain ka nmn RN ka na!!!

eloi texted me at 5am in the morning tsk tsk hehehe

bsta congratz!

ang saya nmn. see i told this was really for you

listen :)

Corrine May - On The Side Of Me (Corrine May)

I’m not the easiest person to love
I’m often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
on the side of me

I’m not too proud of some things
I’ve done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You’re on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it’s cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you

I’m not the easiest person to love
But you, you’ve opened your heart to show me what I’m worth

‘Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You’re on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it’s cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you…

Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

* you are the only person who knows me inside. you know all my fears. of how ambitious i am. you know the things i hate and the things i cherish and love. you know the things im scared of losing. i know at times you feel im shattered yet you give me enough time to heal my self and when i cannot anymore thats the time you would try to share my pain. i remembered the first heartbreak i had. you did’nt ask. you just let me cry. i never get to say this.. THANK YOU for not asking me how things ended up. for being the cushion to the pain i was to feel. THANK YOU for your silence and your simple touch, it told me everything i need to know. one look at me you know i was about to cry but seeing your eyes makes me feel im strong enough to get through it.now, im a new person, i feel new hopes. i think of goodness. i think of being right. and its because you stood by my side.

this song is for you MOMMY. I LOVE YOU.

yuna, yannie, yumie at yeine :)

names: yuna, yannie, yumie (hndi ako shihtzu kaya hndi ako kasma haha)

birthday: february 15, 2008

mum:  shobe (she passed away already )

dad:  rafitti

markings: tricolor

kinakaen: table food yaw dog food hehe (minsan royal canine sosyal)

weight: yuna - 41/2 kilos yannie- 4kilos yumie-41/2 kilos

height : pandak hehe

fave food: caramel bar, nilaga, bread pan haha lahat ng kinakaen mu wag lang chocolate kakainin din nila:)

mga vet: dra.joy and dr. jessie of pavino vet

hobbies: taena may hobbies?!hehe mhilig sila magtug o war hihi

kaaway: ipis

kabati: si boomer n aso ng kapitbahay namin kaya lang patay na din

ugali: mataray suplada maldita lhat na stand offish ang personality nila la tayo magagwa pero sweet sila ung tipong lalawayan ka sa mukha iihian ka sa paa.paglalruan ang kuko mo. tatahulan ka pag kumakain ka. hahaha db ang sweet

tricks: holy crap!wala hahaha mtulog, kumain, mang-away, manghila ng mruming damit mrami pa silang trip sa buhay hehe

shampoo: oha dhil may mtnding gandruff ang dalawa nizoral.

gamot: iterax tablet (haha nangangati kc), cad liver oil (d ko alm para saan), gentamycin, ang appebone ( parang anak lang ni lucy torres ah )

i love them to death! usually they are the ones na kasama ko sa bahay. though i must admit na hndi ktulad kay shobe before pero i love them very much. nkakawala ng pagod. hihintay ko na sila magkamens hehe para magpreggy na tpos mgbebenta na ko una kay bujoy haha babae : 12k lalaki: 11k oha presyong kaibigan

masaya pag nanganak i remembered nung pinanganak sila, i forced the placenta to rupture hehe tpos i was the one who cut the umbilical cord tied it with a string tpos alcohol parang nasa DR lang ako hehe.

la lang. thought id share some of their pics.

sa may mga balak mgalaga ng shihtzu mbuhay kayo hehe mali ang npili nyong breed hehe joke surely u’d enjoy every minute you are with this pet. promise. dont treat em’ like dogs. treat em’ like a real person, they will reciprocate all the love you’ve shown them