-John Tyree
(Dear John by Nicholas Sparks)
that one hurts.
January 5, 2010I feel very annoyed with myself today. Everytime i read that person’s thread i feel uneasy, disappointed and unwanted. Am i trying too hard to make a conversation with him or what. I just want us to be friends again but he seemed very distant and i always got a cold shoulder. Argh. Maybe he changed alot, far from the guy i knew before, its really not a good decision adding him up, he just makes me feel sad.
me: Hi! i forgot to greet you last christmas 
by the way happy new year.
him: happy new year.
i got tongue-tied. He have shown no interest to continue conversing with me. Sweet. He just punched me bigt time. So from now on, he’s from the past and not in my future. Its funny when you get replies like that and this:
you said “hi there how was your day?
*with a big smile*
then he said “fine”.
you feel ashamed, you wished you never asked.
There can be no deep disappointment where there is not deep love.
—Martin Luther King Jr.
