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thats all i asked :)

November 22, 2009

Being a BUM is sometimes okay hehe anyway i was “facebooking” kanina when my friend Lou-Anne tagged me on her note about christmas wish list and she asked us (all her friends that she tagged) to leave a comment on her note. Nung time na magcocomment na ako kasi sabi ko madali lang naman un, i got loads of wishes pero nung magtatype na ako wala akong maitatype like what the hey! ang dami kong naiisip na gusto ko sa christmas tapos biglang poof! nawala. So i stopped and think. i was thinking to hard that i felt my temporal is pulsating na pala. Naku sabi ko nasakit bigla ulo ko. THEN may naisip ako. remember the reason (nung una pa) kung bakit ako may blog. I promised myself not to talk about him pero kasi few weeks ago i added that boy sa facebook. read this entry?well its too late na para ierase ko pa. 

  

 but then i did’nt click the comment button. I felt a surge of strength to decide na kausapin yung tao na un. i closed my eyes when i reached his page. Do i really want to talk to him? What will happen if hindi sya sumagot? Would i feel rejected? Disappointed? Ashame? argh bahala na. whats wrong na kumustahin mo yung isa tao after 3 dreaded years. So i DID. i sent a message to that person praying na magrereply sya.

 

3 minutes later…

 

5 minutes later…

 

15 minutes later…

 

30minutes later…

 

1 hour later…

 

1 hour and 15 minutes..

 

1 hour and 49 minutes….

 click for upsize coke float LOL

 

 never been happy. yung totoong happy haha. 5 minutes. Right. THATS ALL I EVER WANTED. 

 

exs: this entry is not posted for “romantic” reason. its just that im happy that i finally could reconnect with him. nothing more nothing less. BELIEVE ME. he’s just one of the best guys i’ve ever met. He loves deeply and that solely made him one of the very few remaining guys out there who can make any ordinary girl the world’s luckiest.

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