YEINE’s 08

My 08 ended.

A mixture of tears and laughters, of pain and sacrifices, of defeat and acceptance, of holding on and letting go…

February - Shobe gave birth to 5 female puppies. sadly, 2 of them died.

Shobe wasn’t able to pull her out from the placenta. Shobe had been diagnosed of constipation and I was not ready, i just heard her crying and it was too late, “freeshia” the name i wanted for her died of suffocation.

 ”YUNA” she was the one i named YUNA but another sad event happened, she died after three days, when i ruptured her placenta, i knew then she was weak, i had to rub her several times before she cried. 

Eventhough two of them passed away, i accepted it and tried to be happy with these THREE

 I named one “YUNA” my bestfriend reiko wanted that name. “YANNIE” and “YUMIE” 

April - John and I broke up. Two years just vanished like its never really existed. I learned to hold on. I learned to give up.

May - Two sad events happened.

Tatay (my Lolo) passed away…I could never explain how sad it was. When i saw my Dad cried it was heartbreaking. The family was all in excruciating pain but we learned to accept it. We learned to let go..

Shobe died. She was a part of me. and i miss her, her smell, her wiggling tail, her nose, her sweetness. It was hard for me. I’ve been with her for the past 3 years. I learned to wake up every morning without her.

one of her cutest pic the “big eye”

  This was also the month i went to Boaracay ( Shobe was discharge already so I thougt it was okey for me to come, sadly it wasn’t I was in Boracay when she died, I dreamed of her, everyday, when i called up mum i would asked if she has been taking all her medications and  though i felt that mum was so reluctant to talk about Shobe I never asked.) 

going back here’s a pic of my eer ahm err hahaha i took a picture of the fine white sand and the pukha?pucca shell on my right foot hehehe pucca?or pukha?or whatever hehe.

  Sorry. a shot from a camera phone is a lame excuse hehe tamad ako ipuload ung iba eh yan na lang pwede na yan 

a henna tattoo i got, i don’t like it, really,  hehe because my sister kept on bugging me not to stain any of the linens wahaha!

JUNE

BUM? bwahaha

JULY

wahaha i discovered the blogsphere!!! one of the most special events in my life was being a blogger (na ako lang ang nakakaalam na blogger ako hehe) idk why i have a blogsite when im not sure if i would gain readers hehe ayos lang I GAINED GOOOOOOOOOODDD FRIENDS HERE!!! I would never trade them for anything else ( ehem ehem ) My first friend in here was tinkerbell hahaha she is my feel-good friend way back in HS hehe! then iyay and Jamir, next would be belle tpos ayun lahat na! i became very close to MYKEE (myk2ts) Che**i* (bloom) Jay (father rev) kuyanin (kooonin) ate kg (kumareng grace) ate she (shewantshermagicback) krizziepot(fruitshake mom) and the pretty(spOOfed)

Guys, you made my 08 more special love ko kayo!

AUGUST SEPTEMBER

BUM?wtf?still?haha

OCTOBER

 wahaha BUM?wtf? haha hindi ive been reviewing for my ielts ata for 3weeks tpos i had the examination last oct 25 in Dusit Thani Hotel. hahaha MAKATI wahaha natatawa ako.

NOVEMBER

result (hanapin na lang sa past entry hehe ung isang tao jan naka 9.0 daw ako san kaya banda?wahaha npaghahalata na ngcocoment ng di tlga ngbabasa eh aawayin kita ngayon haha tpos iniinggit ako dahil nagbabasa na sya ng twilight?ayiii npaghahalata talaga kakatampo sa iba updated sa akin tsk tsk HINDE. peace hehe entry ko naman ito nakikibasa ka lang “ewan ko kung babasahin nya ba ito” haha thanks pala naku special putopao mention ka nanaman dito, Thank you for helping me out sa pc ko hehe (alam nyo na kung sino to) kahit lagi ka nangtitrip sa akin lam ko stranded ka bwahahaha! joke lang, bsta thank you i never knew dahil sa comment mo na “i want to be accustomed on how to use metaphors”  eh di tayo magiging close wahah.

And NOVEMBER birthday kooooooooo i celebrated with my goooooodd friends!!! na ako ang wala sa picture nila tsk tsk ahaha here are some pics 

yan para may pic ako hahaha

DECEMBER

Im thingking kung may nangyari ba this month eh? except for syempre christmas hehe 

ahh my cousin BHONG finally learned how to play mahjong hahaha here her pic guys she pretty dito lang sa pic na to bwahaha joke lang hehe her real name is Rizza, super close kami nyan. sa sobrang close namin wala kami picture na magkasama wahaha joke lang dito daw sya maganda kaya ito na lang ipost ko haha

hahaha ipakita ba ang singsing na ibinigay ng jowa?ayiiii haha

ayun lang as 08 ended i wish you guys a better year! A year of blessings and happiness. I would not be so active in blogsphere because i would be very busy looking for another job hehe 09 should be my best year! SHOULD BE OUR BEST YEAR! 

love and prayer,

YEINE