ooopss MARLEY and ME :D
January 27, 2009
im not familiar with josh grogan hehe kay josh groban pa baka haha anyway i’ll try to look for this novel alam ko parang matagal na to eh hehehe daming mgndana movie ngayon 09, fast and the furious 3, transformer 2 confessions of a shopoholic and angels and demons saka underworld the beginning hehe pero Marley and Me caught my attention, KASI hahaha may PUPPY 
hehe kaya papanuorin ko sya and i also knew from the net na three book na iba iba ang marley and me may ginawa n for kids na tinaggalan ng sexual content daw anyway out of stock pa din ang the lucky one so dahil banggit ng banggit sa wuthering heights si edward at bella haha sinubukan kong basahin ang classic novel na to, a story of love and revenge sabi may ghostlypart daw hehe ewan ko lang kasi few pages palang ako grabe dumudugo na ang ilong ko hahaha napakalalim ng mga words minsan di ko na talaga maintindihan so need ko talga help ni mr. webster hehehe un na lang muna tmrw may kwento ako sa inyo hehehe ang galing na ang cute na ewan hehehe basta ganun have a good night everyone 
mushy mode :)
January 26, 2009I saw this video on youtube while im searching some Kyla’s song, the tribute was nice and sad as well. Some messages hit me hehehe! have fun watching this video
the first time i watched this video it made me teary-eyed, because of some lines na tinamaan ako hehe like this one
“HERE IS TO THE ONE THAT TOOK HIM BACK HOPING THAT MAYBE THIS TIME, HE WAS DIFFERENT, HOPING THAT MAYBE PEOPLE REALLY DO CHANGE”
This another line is for my very good friend bloom
“WE WANTED SO DESPERATELY TO BELIEVE THAT HE WAS REALLY BUSY, HE COULDN’T POSSIBLY CALL US AT THAT MOMENT OR EVEN FELL ASLEEP EARLY, WE TRAINED OURSELVES TO BELIEVE THE LIES BECAUSE WE WANTED TO BELIEVE WE FOUND THE ONE FOR US”
“it’s just too much
Takin’ on the whole world all by myself
There’s not enough
Unless I start trustin’ somebody else
Somebody else and love again”
crossing difficult roads.
January 23, 2009I don’t have the will to write this incident because I thought I wouldn’t make it as simple as it may seem. I think I will be a hypocrite if I would not admit that a part of me was surprised and hurt.
This incident happened three weeks ago. I was about to cross the street when I saw a very familiar car and slowly it stopped in front of me, unexpectedly RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME like as if fate was giving me a very cruel joke.
When it is traffic I find it very easy to cross any road but not that time, moving my feet became very hard, I was dumbfounded. I was undeniably speechless. That face hit me. That familiar face that I came to loved and fooled me. A cruel being that simply had the best of me. That single entity that once became my whole world.
Telling everybody that you are okay after a bad break-up isn’t very easy. “I have moved on” are words that choked me on the first few months. I tried to be strong; I gave myself ample time to recover. I let my heart cry, I let my tears flow. I was, positively hoping that everything would fall into its proper places in God’s time. I was young; I knew that love would still come my way when I least expected it, and besides I have so many dreams for my family and for myself, I knew that night, when I came over to their house to clear things with him, that there’s was no point of turning back, no reason for fighting, no chances of winning in a baseball game even if I try my hardest to run after the ball of our, or I should say my happiness only to find out that he wasn’t ready to catch it. We are defeated. Nothing could ever make our relationship work the way we wanted it.
I saw him and that someone who was on the passenger seat they were laughing. He came to look at my direction, standing few steps away from him made me sick. Looking at her makes me weak. Looking at them makes me ill. He must be very happy now and she must be the girl he’s been looking for.
I realized it was easy to say “I am okay” but when times like that it was “hard” seeing him happy with his new found love.
I don’t want this entry to sound that I was the bitter party, the sadness I felt when I saw him doesn’t mean I am still in love with him. It was the first time I saw him literally with another girl. What makes me think that she was the new girl, I’ll tell you, it isn’t very hard to tell :) and so being it the first encounter I don’t expect myself to jump of happiness and tell everybody “oh my recent ex has a new girlfriend” It was, common and clearly a very normal reaction on my part to feel that way.
Crossing the road with him and the new “her” on it would be easy next time.
out of stock?!
January 19, 2009
kakainis naman sakit ng paa ko kakalakad hehe! Saan kaya meron?wala na akong magawa sa bahay, maghanap na kaya ang ng work?hahaha tingin nyo?
The Lucky One :D
January 16, 2009Haha until now hindi ko pa din magawang ayusin ang site na to..ibalik ko na lang kaya sa dati hehehe ano ba ang ipopost ko, last October 2008 pa ata to lumabas hahaha nahuli ako kasi nakalimutan ko si sparks sa pagdating ni meyer hahaha! I need to have this one by tmrw sana. Ang ganda rin ng story nito must have talaga hehehe
copy ko lang from someone sa flicker hehe! tmrw na ako bibili sana magising ako. un lang
