too tired :[
September 8, 2008I tried my very best to look happy, i fake laughters a lot. I think im very good at it. It was never hard for me to pretend im okey.
but, there are still times when i can’t bear it anymore. Its too powerful that it left me being frail. As im typing, i know my eyes are getting blurry because of the tears that is on the brink of falling. Let me be sad tonight, and i promise i’d be okay tomorrow. Let me cry. Water still runs through the strands of my hair. I took a quick bath, i need to because i went outside i shed some tears, i shared the pain of heaven. I feel cranky now. I checked out some of my friends gave some comments, i tried to be fine but sadness outshine me. I do not want to talk to anyone, skipped dinner, did not cuddle any of the puppies. phone shut off, handset hanged.
The rain sadly reminded me I am ALONE.
How could you ask for more with an innocent smile
trusting me to stay
How could you close the door and leave me here
supposing i’m ok
How could you breakdown my disguise
and uncover my fears
How could you look into my eyes
ignoring my tears
