ay sus..mhirap!

haha.ang kapal ng mukha ko magiwan ng mga msges sa mga hndi ko kilala haha. mhirap huh! kc you dont know what to say haha. kung ilan ung nbgyan ko ng comment d ko n mtandaan para ko ng in-exlap ang site ni bujoy hehe. cge bukas ng site ni gnito ni gnun. haha. msg n “can i add u up?” or “im new kc pde exlink” hehe nhirapan aqo tlga. hehe. pero inaasahan qo n they would get back to me hehe sana.

eto nga cguro ang mundo ng blogosperyo. hehe yan yan hlos puro tgalog ang nababasa ko mas naiintindhan ko nga tlga. hindi ako nhihirapan. hindi ko kailangn bukasan ang word para i look up ang ibig sabihin ng mga words n ngpapadugo ng ilong ko hehe. o di kaya para hnapin ang synonyms ng word n hndi ko maintndhan haha. msaya aqo, nauubos ang oras ko n may ntututunan aqo. hehe.

ako ngaun ay nguguluhan pa rin pano ung ex link n un. ang lam qo lang eto mgtype ng mga naiisip ko. khit d mlinaw basta naiisip ko, npapagod n at nkukuliling n ang utak ni bujoy sa paulit ulit kong tanong buti n lang may sikreto kmi hehe. bleh. nkangiti aqo hbng ngtatype aqo. ewan ko ba.

naiinis nga aqo kung bkit kc ngaun lang ngpakbit ang nanay ko ng internet. ngaun lang aq gumawa ng gnito at ntutuwa aqo. hehe ngaun eto cgro nangyari rin nmn to sa lhat ng nguumpisa ung wala kang alam, mang mang pa sa lhat, ngiisa kang ngbabasa ng entries mo tpos tpos mtutuwa ka may ngcomment na haha.

im just starting to like what i am seeing now. msarap pla dito. malaya.un lang.

_halakhak!_

why did i put up this blogsite?!

im asking my self that question since last night. why?

writing has never been my passion. reading maybe, but writing? -smiles- i doubt. there is this one person who influenced me to write. who? never mind. i have a blog before on my cancelled fs account hmmm not more than 5 posts i guess.

so lane?hehe why did you put up this blogsite?! wheeew. i dont know haha, im thinking of reasons and when i start to type the first letter the next thing i’ll press was backspace.maybe i dont want to say my reason after all. or maybe my reason was vague. or maybe i really want to write. just maybe

-sigh-

im gathering all my strenght to say this I PUT UP THIS BLOGSITE BECAUSE I WAS HOPING THAT HE CAN READ MY POSTS. THAT SOMEDAY THIS MIGHT REACH HIM. THIS MAY PERHAPS HELPS HIM TO REMEMBER ME. OR GIVES HIM A THOUGHT THAT “HEY SOMEONE GETS HURT WHEN IM HURTING”

that was really my reason. i dont write good enough i know that very well. some of my posts get in the way it shadows my real motives behind this. i get to write funny things that has happened to me. or with my family or sometimes the people around me. 

hmmm, i think now, this blogsite means to me more than it did before. it was my outlet. it was a very good example of a friend who LISTEN . it was a blank canvass. after writing something it becomes my own masterpiece. and i actually realized that this isn’t because of him now. it was because of me. i am on the spotlight.

i talked to my cousin eloi yesterday, she’s also my bestfriend by the way. i told her what’s keeping me busy hehe. BLOGS.

of all the posts i have read these past few weeks, bloghopping is now one of my hobbies, lurking around somonelse’s sites hehe. well i guess they would’nt going to put up a blogsite if they dont want their entries to be read by other people haha if that is so they might as well buy a diary instead. i love reading PEDRO’S entries hehe. maybe because he so damn real.

NOW. I ANSWERED MY QUESTION. I PUT UP THIS BLOGSITE BECAUSE I WANT TO. NOT FOR SOMEBODY BUT FOR EVERYBODY, that includes me ehem.

loving every minute of it, its like a room for me where no one can judge me,what i write and what i feel.

-smiles- to you thank you,because if were’nt for you i will never discern the fun of having a blog

its nice.

AFFalmostlover(1) (a fine frenzy)

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you’d want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

Well, I’d never want to see you unhappy
I thought you’d want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you’re gone and I’m haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

morbid ni mommy! :)

wahaha my mum was soooo morbid about the forecast of that brazilian fortune teller.

MUM IT WILL NOT GOING TO HAPPEN! DON’T YOU HAVE FAITH?! - im telling her this knina pang morning and for Heaven’s Sake! khit n gabi na, she’s been talking about that! gnito.

mum: lane, dpt ngdala tayo ng de lata pa dito sa bahay, we never know di ba?

aq: mommy, enough naman na. pls lang mtatapos na ang singing bee (coz, we always watch that funny show pag gbi haha Cesar MOntano and his crazy hand gesture na nkakainis haha)

mum: nkakatakot kaya db?

aq: (tumingin lang ako)

mum: may bigas pa ba tayo?

aq: mommy, meron pa mrami pa.

mum: d nga aqo nkatulog dun kgbi.

aq: ( ntatawa n qo) kaya nga ma, mtulog ka na,go go.

mum: may mga luncheon meat pa tayo db?dpat kc sa imus n tayo ntulog.

aq: MOMMY, FEW HOURS FROM NOW 19 NA. saka d kb ngpray. do you think God will allow such thing?

mum: oo. kasi mrmi na sins ang mga tao. like what happened sa bible.db nak?

aq: (yawn) ma, panik na qo. tulog m lang yan.

hahaha. ngaun nandun sila ng ate ko sa baba i dont know if they’re still talking about the earthquake.

ako ayoko ng mkinig. hehe. nririndi na ako hehe. for me it can happen nmn anytime. God is the only being who knows what will happen to us. tmrw, next week, next month and the coming years. i prayed last night. and i believed from the moment my sister shirley told mommy about that, na it won’t happen.

-right now im hearing footsteps…

hehe think its mum and my sister hehe wheeeww matutulog n sila cguro.

blog hopping…

hahaha.si bujoy kc nagtatanong ako sa kanya knina.

ako: bujoy ung sa most popular ba for example wishful thinking (55) anu un?

bujoy: ung ung mga ngviview ng site mu.

ako: weeh?hala d nga aq lang nmn ata ngviview ng site n to eh!

bujoy: hndi hehe meron yan!

ako: haha an galing

bujoy: hehe bsta meron yan

ako: pano pla gwin ung sa links?para meron n rn aq kaibigan nmn dito.

bujoy: mag BLOG HOPPING ka muna.

ako: (here we go again) parang BAR HOPPING B YAN haha ang pagkakaiba ngiisa aq?gnun?

haha talaga eto si bujoy hehe.un nga ginawa ko kgbi.masaya pla pag ng blog hopping hehe nkakasagap ka ng tsismis, tpos may mgagaling tlgang sumulat na pag kinumpara qo mga sinusulat qo dito magmumukhang walang kwenta haha! ung isang nbasa qo kgbi basura raw ang blog nya hala ano pa kaya etong blog ni lena nku haha. npagalaman ko din sa nbsa ko kgbi ung Blog site ni PEDRO.hehe marami plng mbuting naiidulot ang sigarilyo hihi. tinago ata ng mga CI smin un haha.pero meron nga siguro. sa mga ngbabasa ng wala kong kwentang mga entries slamt. sa mga comments n binigay ni fey parang hinga lang.slmat pa dn haha..

sched qo pla mamaya ay MAG BLOG HOPPING hihi.

thnks bujoy.dmi qu nlalaman sau pero til now hndi p din aq mrunong ng mga exlink na sasabhin qu hahaha.mgturok n lng kaya aq ng 10cc ng vitamin c haha mas msaya pa ata un.