why did i put up this blogsite?!
July 20, 2008im asking my self that question since last night. why?
writing has never been my passion. reading maybe, but writing? -smiles- i doubt. there is this one person who influenced me to write. who? never mind. i have a blog before on my cancelled fs account hmmm not more than 5 posts i guess.
so lane?hehe why did you put up this blogsite?! wheeew. i dont know haha, im thinking of reasons and when i start to type the first letter the next thing i’ll press was backspace.maybe i dont want to say my reason after all. or maybe my reason was vague. or maybe i really want to write. just maybe 
-sigh-
im gathering all my strenght to say this I PUT UP THIS BLOGSITE BECAUSE I WAS HOPING THAT HE CAN READ MY POSTS. THAT SOMEDAY THIS MIGHT REACH HIM. THIS MAY PERHAPS HELPS HIM TO REMEMBER ME. OR GIVES HIM A THOUGHT THAT “HEY SOMEONE GETS HURT WHEN IM HURTING”
that was really my reason. i dont write good enough i know that very well. some of my posts get in the way it shadows my real motives behind this. i get to write funny things that has happened to me. or with my family or sometimes the people around me.
hmmm, i think now, this blogsite means to me more than it did before. it was my outlet. it was a very good example of a friend who LISTEN . it was a blank canvass. after writing something it becomes my own masterpiece. and i actually realized that this isn’t because of him now. it was because of me. i am on the spotlight.
i talked to my cousin eloi yesterday, she’s also my bestfriend by the way. i told her what’s keeping me busy hehe. BLOGS.
of all the posts i have read these past few weeks, bloghopping is now one of my hobbies, lurking around somonelse’s sites hehe. well i guess they would’nt going to put up a blogsite if they dont want their entries to be read by other people haha if that is so they might as well buy a diary instead. i love reading PEDRO’S entries hehe. maybe because he so damn real.
NOW. I ANSWERED MY QUESTION. I PUT UP THIS BLOGSITE BECAUSE I WANT TO. NOT FOR SOMEBODY BUT FOR EVERYBODY, that includes me ehem.
loving every minute of it, its like a room for me where no one can judge me,what i write and what i feel.
-smiles- to you thank you,because if were’nt for you i will never discern the fun of having a blog
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