ay sus..mhirap!

haha.ang kapal ng mukha ko magiwan ng mga msges sa mga hndi ko kilala haha. mhirap huh! kc you dont know what to say haha. kung ilan ung nbgyan ko ng comment d ko n mtandaan para ko ng in-exlap ang site ni bujoy hehe. cge bukas ng site ni gnito ni gnun. haha. msg n “can i add u up?” or “im new kc pde exlink” hehe nhirapan aqo tlga. hehe. pero inaasahan qo n they would get back to me hehe sana.

eto nga cguro ang mundo ng blogosperyo. hehe yan yan hlos puro tgalog ang nababasa ko mas naiintindhan ko nga tlga. hindi ako nhihirapan. hindi ko kailangn bukasan ang word para i look up ang ibig sabihin ng mga words n ngpapadugo ng ilong ko hehe. o di kaya para hnapin ang synonyms ng word n hndi ko maintndhan haha. msaya aqo, nauubos ang oras ko n may ntututunan aqo. hehe.

ako ngaun ay nguguluhan pa rin pano ung ex link n un. ang lam qo lang eto mgtype ng mga naiisip ko. khit d mlinaw basta naiisip ko, npapagod n at nkukuliling n ang utak ni bujoy sa paulit ulit kong tanong buti n lang may sikreto kmi hehe. bleh. nkangiti aqo hbng ngtatype aqo. ewan ko ba.

naiinis nga aqo kung bkit kc ngaun lang ngpakbit ang nanay ko ng internet. ngaun lang aq gumawa ng gnito at ntutuwa aqo. hehe ngaun eto cgro nangyari rin nmn to sa lhat ng nguumpisa ung wala kang alam, mang mang pa sa lhat, ngiisa kang ngbabasa ng entries mo tpos tpos mtutuwa ka may ngcomment na haha.

im just starting to like what i am seeing now. msarap pla dito. malaya.un lang.

_halakhak!_

why did i put up this blogsite?!

im asking my self that question since last night. why?

writing has never been my passion. reading maybe, but writing? -smiles- i doubt. there is this one person who influenced me to write. who? never mind. i have a blog before on my cancelled fs account hmmm not more than 5 posts i guess.

so lane?hehe why did you put up this blogsite?! wheeew. i dont know haha, im thinking of reasons and when i start to type the first letter the next thing i’ll press was backspace.maybe i dont want to say my reason after all. or maybe my reason was vague. or maybe i really want to write. just maybe

-sigh-

im gathering all my strenght to say this I PUT UP THIS BLOGSITE BECAUSE I WAS HOPING THAT HE CAN READ MY POSTS. THAT SOMEDAY THIS MIGHT REACH HIM. THIS MAY PERHAPS HELPS HIM TO REMEMBER ME. OR GIVES HIM A THOUGHT THAT “HEY SOMEONE GETS HURT WHEN IM HURTING”

that was really my reason. i dont write good enough i know that very well. some of my posts get in the way it shadows my real motives behind this. i get to write funny things that has happened to me. or with my family or sometimes the people around me. 

hmmm, i think now, this blogsite means to me more than it did before. it was my outlet. it was a very good example of a friend who LISTEN . it was a blank canvass. after writing something it becomes my own masterpiece. and i actually realized that this isn’t because of him now. it was because of me. i am on the spotlight.

i talked to my cousin eloi yesterday, she’s also my bestfriend by the way. i told her what’s keeping me busy hehe. BLOGS.

of all the posts i have read these past few weeks, bloghopping is now one of my hobbies, lurking around somonelse’s sites hehe. well i guess they would’nt going to put up a blogsite if they dont want their entries to be read by other people haha if that is so they might as well buy a diary instead. i love reading PEDRO’S entries hehe. maybe because he so damn real.

NOW. I ANSWERED MY QUESTION. I PUT UP THIS BLOGSITE BECAUSE I WANT TO. NOT FOR SOMEBODY BUT FOR EVERYBODY, that includes me ehem.

loving every minute of it, its like a room for me where no one can judge me,what i write and what i feel.

-smiles- to you thank you,because if were’nt for you i will never discern the fun of having a blog