my shobe..

shobe. my first baby. she was born on Feb.24, 2005. i remembered how i talked it out with my mum because i really want to own a puppy. Everyday as in every single minute of the day i was begging for a yes! hehe being the youngest (thats what u get pag bunso! ^.^) mum finally agreed!

shobe baby gurl in chinese. she was my baby girl. she’s sweet, funny and when im tired from my duty, from the moment i step on out door and i can see her waving her tail like “happy ur home!” all the tiredness i was feeling instantly vanished.

we sleep on the same bed. she saw how i cried when im sad. she saw how i smile when im happy. she saw evrything even my soul. after she gave birth last feb 15, 2008 she gave me 5 beautiful shihtzu’s all girls.we were really fascinated because she was diagnosed of just having a constipation by her vet hehe funny she was really pregnant. 2 of the 5 shihtzu pups died. but it was still okay on my part i just accepted the fact that maybe it was really destined to happen. after shobe gave birth her health slowly deteriorate. it worsen everyday. she was even confined for a day just before we went to batangas for a 3days vacation at La Luz. i receive a text msg from our helper that shobe seems to have a hard time walking. she tends to bump on our furnitures,when they call her she does not know where the voice was coming from. i was sa worried. when we finally got home it seems to me that she has a blurry vision. so i got my penlight and see if she still have a reaction to light. sadly her pupil was fixed :( so i came to a decision to bring her back to her Vet and i was right she was blind. it was irreversible. i cried. its really sad that when you call her she doesnt know where to go she doesnt see at all.  after that she was diagnosed with distemper. i rarely sleep. i got all the medicines she needs.gentamycin,med for her appetite because she went down to 3 kilos from 6 kilos before. i can feel she was in pain everynight. after three days i can see that she was slowly getting better. she walks around the house like she used to though she bumped on the furnitures most of the time. she plays around with her kids. so i decided to come with my ate in boracay for 4 days. a part doesnt want to go but it seems she really getting ok. that was May 18. we are back home on the 22nd. that’s the time my mum told me that shobe passed away already :,( the day after we left.

it was almost two months now. her kids namely yannie, yumie en yuna were all doing okay. i poured all the love to them now. and i have accepted that there are some things in this life that no matter how much u’d take good care of it. if it was meant to slip your hands even if ur holding it tight, it surely will. no amount of love tears and wishes could bring them back..