i was wrong..
July 13, 2008i texted this to my friend chi last nyt
me: sis do u regret letting ur ex go?uhm, i am..im stupidly regretting i let him go. i am very down right now. im anonymously giving him comments. ANONYMOUSLY this word sucks
if he only knew i was the one who admires his music surely il be shut down and he would not be so happy about that
i thought i can stop myself from visiting his site. I WAS WRONG. it takes a lot of courage to put the link on the address bar. and evrytime i see his entries.ouch. but still i know, that its the only thing that makes me happy now..reading his posts made me feel that he’s really talking to me..bout his life, experiences, pain and all that.
im giving myself time..i know there will come a point that i would stop.i just hope it will come soon.coz it really hurts.it really does






