the song reminded me of you..
July 7, 2008its 1 am in the morning (yawn) im very sleepy already, just finished fixing my new fs account.spending 2hours looking for friends to add up. my eyes were teary, my back aches hehe i can never stand being a call center agent haha thats what i realized.i cant play any music i might get caught and surely mom will move this pc back on the living room hehe..its a good thing it was here in my room so i can write anytime. i put the earphones of my ipod and listen to my mushy songs, the first song surprisingly left me motionless.i felt like i stopped breathing for a while. that song made me want to burst into tears. im very confused now.i dont even know where i am heading.but im sure im going the right way, its just that its still unclear. im lost.
IM MESSED UP:(
i stopped reading his blogs. when?i didnt know. i admire him, admire his music, his entries. he remebered me as one of his acquintances. nothing more to that. im keeping that in mind. i didnt went overboard. i know i reached my limit. i know i need to stop.
i was blessed i met him spend few months with him.thankful he got to sing for me 
those memories are enough for me to get through this..
like ive said with my previous post.sometimes there will never be a second chance.
