wishful thinking…
July 1, 2008♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ dnt let go…
its 11:30 pm now, i was talking to my friend bujoy when we got into a very light topic hehe.its him. for those who read this entry.i hope you learn something from it.
“hold on to him if he treats you so well, loved you unconditionally, accepted you for who you really are.dont ever let him go.if you did..believe me, he wont come back, no matter how much you wanted to be with him, to hear all his i love you’s, to feel his sweet gestures once more, sad truth, it ended on very minute u let him go…Sometimes we take for granted a person, and it was too late for you to realized that its really him..all this time it was still him. There are times when you are stucked in a certain momet reminiscing the things that you had before like having a good laugh together or pouring ur heart out onto his shoulder. Wishig that it wasnt just yesterday.badly hoping it was still happening at this very moment. then after a while you will suddenly wake up from a long dream and has to face reality that he is really gone, that he is in the loving arms of somebody else. that he is very happy now, contented. your heart screaming in pain knwing he’s kissing someone else, saying i love you to her and not you. making her feel loved like the way he made you feel before. its hard when u know she’s the reason why he smiles everyday. why he is so inspired, why his eyes glow with so much love. the same reason why he plans his future with her. then you would see their picture together, having fun with each other’s company. you can see how much they are inlove. while you, fighting all your tears every night and wishing it was still you and not her. regretting why u let him go. choosing a wrong person over him. evry night it was a routine that you wud slip with tears flowing down on your cheeks. and waking up again hoping ur okey, praying ur really be okey.u just have to digest everything you hear, you read and see. you just have to accept that he’s not yours anymore that he found somebody who treated him better than u did. and the only thing that is left for you to do is to be happy for him, wish them goodluck and pray for their continous happiness.it was hard but it was the right thing to do. as for you, you just have to go on.move your feet forward. and beleive that somewhere there is really someone meant for you.and remember, most of the time there are no second chances..”
